Sunday, 22 May 2016
Chapter 11 - Cross Words
Before she'd even made it as far as the candlelit bar, two burly farmhand types fell in beside her, their obvious enthusiasm for her company making up for their relative lack of teeth. She smiled and said, 'Boys, it's mighty fine to meet you both. Buy the drinks, say nice things, keep your hands where I can see 'em and we can play nicely. Let 'em wander, now, and we'll have cross words. Just so you know, I've broken more than hearts in the past.'
I kept an eye on her while Gregor stole into a booth, air-washing his hands all the time like a crazy person. I sat opposite him, gave the bar a quick once over. Low light, a single soulful girl singer in the corner, cheap booze, clientele more likely to pass out than fight. Just how I liked my drinking holes.
'Doing okay over there?' I said.
'I'm anxious,' Gregor said, like that wasn't obvious to everyone. 'I don't really come out that much.'
'Yeah, well,' I replied, following Jayci with my eyes. 'This keeps her occupied while we talk.'
Gregor reached down inside his coat. The movement was downright furtive. For a moment, I thought he was going to draw a gun or some other mad shit, but instead he pulled out a screwdriver and the electronic device he'd been working on before we left.
'Don't mind me,' he said, looking past me at the wall behind.
I lowered my face so he could see my eyes. 'Still gonna talk, you know.'
'I'm resigned to that fact.' He pressed the tip of the screwdriver delicately into one of the screw holes and balanced it there.
'So tell me what you know about the Piano Man.'
Gregor's eyes searched for a way out. When they didn't find one, they rolled around inside their sockets. He laid the screwdriver carefully on the table and said, 'He's an urban myth.'
'So he is,' I said. 'He's real too.'
His engineer fingernails found small grooves in the wooden surface of the table and tugged at them. 'Wisdom of crowds. People hear stories and when they retell 'em, they exaggerate the detail. Once you've heard a story, it sticks in your mind, even if you don't think you remember it. Then you're out one day, you see a shadow, your brain puts one and one together and makes three...'
He tailed off as a waxy-faced foreign server in a dirty white shirt appeared by the table with two drinks on a tray. One large gutburner hooch, one tall glass of water. 'From the woman at the bar,' the server explained, and left. I glanced over at Jayci, who was half-buried under attentive boys. She winked at me.
When I turned back to Gregor, he was balancing the screwdriver between his thumbs. The narrow end was short, no more than three or four inches. Still, in a pinch, you could use it to do someone a serious misservice.
Seeing things as weapons came with the territory in my line of work. In Gregor's hands though, the screwdriver looked bland and functional. Like if he held it to your throat, you'd laugh and play along with the joke. Only when he was on one of his pet subjects - science, history, obscure general knowledge - did he muster any kind of authority.
I said, 'When you found that village, you knew that something was wrong. Energy, you called it. But you meant him, didn't you? You saw him and you fled. That's why you never had a chance to collect what was there.'
Gregor rolled the screwdriver back and forwards under his fingertips. I could imagine him and Jayci, newly acquainted and sitting in a room just like this one, her explaining that she'd paid his fine but that now he owed her, owed her big time...
For the first time since we arrived Gregor looked up, but rather than glancing at me, he stared over at Jayci. Distracted as she was, she didn't notice his gaze, resting there on her, on what she was to him. The point of the screwdriver turned downwards, began to gouge at the surface of the table.
'Do you like her?' he said.
'Do I what?'
'Do you like her?' His voice was strained, like the question was hard to ask, but the answer might be harder to listen to.
For the first time, I found myself on the defensive in Gregor's company.
'Jayci? She's okay,' I said. 'Not my thing, not in that way.'
Gregor gently lifted the screwdriver and brushed away the curl of wood that had formed when he scratched at the table. Slowly, deliberately, he began to unscrew the back panel of his device. In no time, one removed screw became four. One panel became several, and he pressed a tiny chip into a slot on a small board with his thumb. 'That should do it. I'll have to solder it later. I can't test it in here anyway.'
He clipped the final panel back into place and held the device up for me to look at. It was simple, a small screen above a tiny button panel.
'GPS,' he explained. 'Military doesn't fire satellites into space any more, but some of the old ones are still up there. You and I both know the Sands is a funny place, and kinda has its own rules - but if Jayci has this, and I can program a few landmarks into it, it should make it easier for her to find where she's going and stay safe.'
This was what our efforts were all about. Jayci staying safe, when right now everything was pointing to the three of us being dead in less than a day. I downed my moonshine. It was strong stuff, stronger than I reckoned.
'I spoke to Piano Man,' I whispered.
'I never saw him.' Gregor's eyes did that thing again, and I had to fight the urge to bang his head on the table to make him focus. 'But I heard the piano. I knew what it was. And then once I heard it the first time, I heard it everywhere I went. The only way to stay safe is to stay out of the Sands.'
'I spoke to him and he told me that we're all going to die tomorrow.'
Gregor spat his mouthful of water away, over my shoulder. 'What? Tomorrow. No. You're lying. He didn't say that. I don't believe it. You didn't even speak to him at all.'
'I don't care what you believe,' I said. 'But here's the kicker. For us to all die together, we have to be together. So that's why you're gonna tell me where that oasis is, and I'm gonna leave. Right now, this second.'
He stared at me for a moment, his little piggy eyes in that squashed up face, and I felt right then that what he said next sat better with him than anything else he'd done or said up to that point.
'There is no oasis. There never has been. I don't know of any gang of women hiding out in the Sands. It was all Jayci's idea - she wanted someone to come along and help out at the school. As it turns out, having you there caused more problems than it solved. Just like I told her it would.'
I eyed him carefully. 'And you're not saying this 'cause you got some crazy idea that I'm a rival for your affections?'
He practically burst with contempt. 'You just ask her.'
I didn't need to. Gregor was more confident just then than I'd ever seen him. Instead, I stood up and walked away. In my heart, I'd known it was a fast one all along. This is why I worked alone. You just can't trust people.
I was at the door to the street when Jayci appeared, grabbing at my elbow. 'And where exactly are you goin'?'
'Get your hand off me,' I said automatically.
Her look was fire. 'I ain't letting go till you tell me what's up.'
'You should know. Your man over there tells me you've been lying to me all along,' I said. 'He told me that the oasis is a crock of shit.
'Ah.' The little smirk on Jayci's face said all it needed. She shrugged and said, 'Come on, did you ever believe it, really? Phoe-phoe, when I found you lying under the rubble in the church, you were a man at rock bottom. You done fucked up that job. You got no family, and apart from us, no friends in the world. You're, what, twenty years old? Twenty-five? Looking for a mama who's been gone for a decade? Sad is what it is. But things are looking up for you now. You got us.'
'Fuck you, Jayci. Sideways.'
Her two new farmboy friends flanked her out of nowhere and loomed . I popped a candy jack in case they got frisky. 'Don't go there,' she commanded them when they looked ready to advance. 'You'll regret it.'
I took a step backwards, but Jayci took it as an invite to step forwards. 'You can leave if you want, I ain't gonna stop you. But where you gonna go? What are you gonna do? Go back to bringing in small fry bads for rent money. Spending your evenings prayin' outside ha'penny whorehouses rather than shooting the shit with us.'
Then she smiled wickedly and imitated my accent damn as near perfect. 'Going your own way is a step backwards. Best believe it.'
Something clicked in my head. By now I was as pissed as I get, and I ain't responsible in those moments. All fire and brimstone, I leaned into Jayci and said, 'You like your secrets. You should go ask Gregor about the Piano Man, and why it is you're gonna die tomorrow.'
The candy jack kicked in, and my limbs fired into life. I pulled myself away from the girl with ease and made for the door, which the singer from earlier was now holding open.
She was a beautiful girl indeed, about my age, the bluest eyes, hair dyed mallow pink and hot-curled into ringlets. As I walked past, I said, 'Hey sweet thing, what are you doing tonight?'
'Not you,' she replied with feeling, before closing the door on the whole sad affair.
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